Sometimes I realize I'm being mean but I usually don't because I'm used to it or just thinking about myself and what I feel. My daddy and I had a conversation about building people up and knocking them down. He said that I am really good at knocking them down but that means I'm knocking myself down too. He also told me that I can be very good at building them up and that builds me up too. I didn't get it at first because when I knock people down it makes me feel like I have power over them. He explained that when I knock people down they start to not like me, then they start to leave me and that means I'm all alone. That's when the real feelings start kicking in and I start to feel really, really bad. But when I build people up I feel awesome! When I build people up (making them feel awesome) I build myself up too. People (my sisters and friends) start coming to me and I'm not all alone anymore (DUH!). So I am working on building people up more and I hope you are too!
